you make this hard on me

last week was one busy week. it would have been okay if i was busy doing my own thing, you know. but i wasn't. instead, i was busy helping others finishing their projects. i actually enjoy helping other people. and im not trying to sound like im some kind kid or shit but you know, if you know something that they dont, then teach. that i learned from a friend back when i was 16, a good kid. but when "help" takes about 6 of the measly 24 hours i have, then it's just too much. i was so frustrated with them not wanting to listen properly that i almost punch them in the face and tell them to grow up and start using their goddamn brain. but of course, i didn't because that's just plain rude. instead, i took a couple of deep breaths, loud enough so that they could hear my frustration, and then continued with whatever it was that i was doing to help. im so glad the week's over.

i ended the week with a nasty cold and a lot of mucus stuck in my chest. i read somewhere that stress can cause that. im assuming it was the stress and not the mold i found growing in that one place i keep my spoon and fork which i use everyday. yeah, blame the stress. it's easier.

am still bummed out that Danny was eliminated. i basically watch american idol for him. so bummed out that i almost decided to not watch it this week. im pretty sure this and this had something to do with him being eliminated. i still think he's the best performer out of the whole lot though. im sure gonna miss watching him on tv.

election day last saturday. and like 90% of the people i know, i didnt go vote. the government definitely got a beating this time around. they went around telling the newspaper people that they were confident about it. i guess they dont know what happen to most cocky and confident people.

last time, they lost only one of the states. this time, they lost 5. and the one thing that i just dont understand is why the news on tv did not acknowledged that Selangor (probably the most developed state here) is no longer under the current government. last night, my sister and i waited till 3am just to know the results and they didnt even mention anything about it. they promised that the results would be out by 11pm. they lied. but then again, i guess that's pretty normal in politics.

the downfall i guess is definitely not expected. and i think it may have something to do with the new voters. the 80s babies. you see, these born in the 80s kids are rebel. the old people are the ones who wants peace. no riot and all. the new kids basically dont know what to think yet. i mean, to tell the truth, i probably vote some opposition party too had registered to vote. ask anyone born after 1980. im sure they'll say the same thing. it's the mentality. oh and the leadership probably had something to do with it too.

i dont normally talk about politics because it makes me feel old and so i guess i'll stop here.

hope this week i'll be less busy and less sick.

have a great week people.