ps, i dont know
a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. im so, so glad it's over. the interview. which i practically killed. which is not a good thing. the interviewer probably left disappointed. because i know i did. and he was surprisingly young. somewhere around his late 20s or early 30s. i was sort of expecting an old dude with a head full of gray hair.
and i didnt expect it to be that huge of a company. i knew it was famous (among us engineers here, anyway), i just didnt expect it to be you know, that big. i guess i was sort of overwhelmed by it. and he asked so many questions to which most answers started/ended with a no or i guess or probably. man, i should have studied a little last night. i did not prepare anything for the interview. which was entirely my fault. so, oh well.
he also asked me what subjects i took/am taking. which was, of course, a question i knew the answer to but you know, somehow my brain refused to process the information and after a few long seconds, i told him, sorry, i dont remember. man. he must think im some air-head or something. the subjects, for fuck's sake, the subjects! how in hell could i not remember them?!
last night i slept at 1am watching a movie - PS, I Love You. i told myself im doing it because i need to take my mind off things, my way of getting away from reality. i read the book some time ago and thought it was a really, really good book. i was bawling inside when i was reading it. so, i sort of wanted to know what the movie would do to me. i knew what was going to happen, i knew the story line and was expecting not weeping or getting teary-eyed or anything like that. besides, my room mate and some friends were in the room. so, i had everything in me to try not to cry.
i failed. 15mins in, i got teary-eyed and just had to stop watching. so, i left the room and when to watch tv at a friend's room. hah. i resumed the movie when my room mate went to bed and it was a good movie. that's all im going to say.
maybe that wasn't a good idea because i woke up this morning with my eyes all puffed up. so i went to the interview with my puffy eyes, my work clothes and luckily a friend who was nice enough to accompany me.
it wasnt the best of interviews, i wasnt feeling the best at all but you know what, im just glad it's over. now, all i need to do is wait for his email for the verdict.
that and also continue this life of projects, reports and presentation slides.
and i didnt expect it to be that huge of a company. i knew it was famous (among us engineers here, anyway), i just didnt expect it to be you know, that big. i guess i was sort of overwhelmed by it. and he asked so many questions to which most answers started/ended with a no or i guess or probably. man, i should have studied a little last night. i did not prepare anything for the interview. which was entirely my fault. so, oh well.
he also asked me what subjects i took/am taking. which was, of course, a question i knew the answer to but you know, somehow my brain refused to process the information and after a few long seconds, i told him, sorry, i dont remember. man. he must think im some air-head or something. the subjects, for fuck's sake, the subjects! how in hell could i not remember them?!
last night i slept at 1am watching a movie - PS, I Love You. i told myself im doing it because i need to take my mind off things, my way of getting away from reality. i read the book some time ago and thought it was a really, really good book. i was bawling inside when i was reading it. so, i sort of wanted to know what the movie would do to me. i knew what was going to happen, i knew the story line and was expecting not weeping or getting teary-eyed or anything like that. besides, my room mate and some friends were in the room. so, i had everything in me to try not to cry.
i failed. 15mins in, i got teary-eyed and just had to stop watching. so, i left the room and when to watch tv at a friend's room. hah. i resumed the movie when my room mate went to bed and it was a good movie. that's all im going to say.
maybe that wasn't a good idea because i woke up this morning with my eyes all puffed up. so i went to the interview with my puffy eyes, my work clothes and luckily a friend who was nice enough to accompany me.
it wasnt the best of interviews, i wasnt feeling the best at all but you know what, im just glad it's over. now, all i need to do is wait for his email for the verdict.
that and also continue this life of projects, reports and presentation slides.
[ by jos at 12:08 PM ] 5 comments
5 Comments:
I will never forget my first interview.. it was real fun now when I remember that time of the hour :)
Well, I'm sure you've learned a lot from the interview and the next one will go a lot smoother.
Perhaps before you go in for another interview, have some mock interviews with someone who is familiar with how they go. That might help.
Just don't dwell on the subject of the interview. I tend to do that a lot (picking apart and over analyzing). It can really make you go crazy.
siuk ka muvie tu?nanti aku mo tgk...eheheh...ndak la aku pecaya ko ble nangis...bukan suma muvie jadi lawak ka kalau kau ada?harharhar
ok bah. klu ko mo ada tpt se. tp quality tia bagus la, yg ada org berdiri2 tiba2 pny jenis. hah.
sedih bah tu wayang.. bukan labah menangis gila2 nangis. cuma sedih bah. haha.
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