the beginning after the end

3 things I'm going to miss

• The Amazing Race Asia 2: Finale. I want to watch it so bad but I know I can't. I guess, reading the episode off the internet will do. Oh well. I think this season of TARA is so much better than the first one. Last time, the Amazing Racers gave Asia a really bad name by quitting challenges and being boring. This year, the contestants are so much more interesting and much more competitive. I especially adore the Malaysian girls (maybe I'm biased, but who cares) because they're probably the most competitive team of the whole lot. And so focused at the task at hand. They ate Balut like it was any other snack and even scooped elephant dung like they do it everyday. It was amazing how determined they are. Hope they win. But really, I don't really care who wins, the top 3 team definitely deserves it. All 3 of them.
  

• My kid cousin. Even if she asks way too many questions, screams way too much and too loudly and climbs on you for no particular reason, I definitely am going to miss her. I like kids. They remind me of how easy life used to be.

• Having my family around, even if we don't talk and just sit down and watch TV or do nothing. I don't care. I just like having them around. I don't even have to explain.

3 things I wished I had said out loud

• "Dude, do you get fucken paid for standing around?!" to those people working at a certain Donut store near where I stay which will remain unnamed because I'm being nice today.

• "I didn't get what you said, stupid!" to the taxi driver because he said something inaudible and I had him repeat it to me twice and I still didn't get it. He was talking with a weird accent. Just Malay (maybe bad English, I'm not sure), but you know, I'm not from around here so I had no idea what he said (excuses, I know but it's true!). He then just stopped trying and ignored me completely even when I told him I didn't get what he was saying. I had the decency to unplug my earphones and listen to him, and then just got ignored. Moron.

• "You think you own this thing?" to the two girls who were walking real slowly and then started blocking my way on the escalator. And they just had to stand side-by-side. Why? I'm assuming because they're stupid. I can't think of any other explanation.
  

3 things I'm glad I did not say out loud

• "Who are you trying to kid, liars." to the Burger King people at the airport because there was a ad and at the bottom it said "Applicable to ALL BK outlets in KLIA." I thought there was only one outlet there. Then on the way back to college, I remembered that there was another one in the departure hall. I would have ended up being a fool trying to be smart.

• "Let's do a soppy love song!" to my friends when we were doing Karaoke yesterday. That combined with the fact that I don't sing and am sort of a cool person (not popular cool but more quiet cool, or so I would like to believe), probably won't go down too well. They'll probably ridicule me for life, like they have with some other things I did in the past. But we did do one soppy love song. Which I did not choose, so it was okay.

• "What the fuck is your problem" to my sister when she started yelling at me one morning. I only got up and we were planning to go out for breakfast and she started yelling like sisters do and I still had sleep written all over my face. I get grumpy when I wake up too early.
  

Oh wait. Might as well scratch the last one. I think I did say that to her. Minus the swear because I'm more polite in person.

Have a great week people.